This hole in my heart cant be fixed.
I hide behind a broken smile.
I smile when its needed but it never reaches my eyes.
They dont understand whats going on.
They never have and never will.
You know more then anyone else and you understand.

Smoke swirls all around you.
Smoke swirlin all around us.
The puffy clouds movin closer trying to sufficate us with its deathly grip.
Closing in on us like a preditor and prey.

Fire burns like lovers love all while the stars twinkle high up above. The sparkle little dots that soar in the black of night.

I can no longer hold the fear that comes to me everynight.
Terror honts my every move. I'm afraid of the shadows that lerk around at night. I can sense that they want to hurt me.
What I can I do? I think, could one of those shadows be you hiding untill your ready to capture me.I do the best I can hiding the guilt that I have been holding inside for so long.
It comes to me ever time I think of you.The pain that i carrie around, goes everywere with me.I can not get you out of my mind.
I think about you day and night.

Is the pain of loving someone worth it? All the pain you go through to find it. Is all the pain in the world worth a life time of happeness.
Can you handle all the pain you will soon have to face. Screw loveits not worth the pain. Whats the chance of you loving someone, and they loving you back?
The point is love hurts more then pain. I can handle the pain but falling for someone would hurt you worse. Can you imagin what you would have to go through.